Being told their was no heartbeat and no more baby. That I needed to be on meds that cause contractions to push everything out. I will never forget being told your having a miscarriage. There is no baby.
I crave you in the most innocent form. I crave you to say good night and give you forehead kisses and say that I adore you when you feel at your worst. I crave you in ways where I just want to be next to you and nothing more or less
No matter how long it's been there are still times when I think of you and suddenly it gets harder to breathe. Then the tears start flowing and I scream out , why Audrey why , God I miss you so much , what happened to my loving caring wife !