"Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" if you're struggling with depression and suicidal thoughts please get help. Call your country's depression hotline (they can be found online), someone is on the phone willing to help you.
Sweet~ You deserve flowers on your doorstep and coffee in the morning. you deserve notes left on your dashboard and ice cream sundaes at you deserve honesty every day and to be kissed every hour. you deserve to be reminded how beautiful you are.
I was so undeserving and yet you were so relentless I pushed - you pulled I wept - you embraced I bled - you repaired I stopped - you smiled I was a disaster the worst of its kind and yet you still had the audacity to let me know that I was beautiful