Please don't lie to me or yourself because I'm here and I won't judge, I promise because I've felt like this too. And I don't care how little the problem is I just want to help.well maybe all but the last lines
No matter how freaking hard I try I'm not okay. I'm broken! I am falling apart! I am having a hard time holding on. I'm broken and I can't seem to heal. I can't do this anymore. I'm done with everything.