I'm sorry for not being 'normal' and positive.i'm sorry that at 2 am while everyone is asleep i'm crying with thoughts of suicide engraved in my head.i'm sorry i'm a freak
yes! being born into and surrounded by wrong people that take and take from me set me back. but that feeling of being different and much more than that has always been there. it was only a matter of time that i would break away to become the person i am and should have been a long time ago. i do believe that they taught me a hell of a lot of life lessons and i thank them for that. but i do know i learnt the hard way and from truly fucked up people.
All good, except if someone else can hear your music, you might be damaging ears. Don't focus so much and care so much about what other people are thinking, and focus on loving and understanding yourself.