We're still at zero evidence, much less proof, of any gods past or present. Holy books are not evidence and the feelings of your heart are not proof. I am an Agnostic Atheist. This means I don't know if there are any gods or possibility of gods, but since
he god of the bible is an expert at making demands, threats and empty promises while hiding in another realm. Eternal worship and simple servitude are also not proper choices because worship and servitude are not proper ways to exist for an intelligent, creative and resourceful soul.