I'm exhausted from trying to be stronger than I feel. I'm truly trying to forgive and let go. I'm tired of being afraid. I'm tired of crying. I know I'm enough. I just have to reiterate that dialogue internally and focus on the good.
"How did you get so empty?" "When people leave, thet take a part of you with them. So many have left, and there's nothing left to take." "Please don't be sad" "Darling, you can't be sad when your empty. You can't ve anything.
Someone who means a lot to me hurt my feelings real bad when I told her how I was feeling. "How can you be depressed if you're so happy all the time?" And I just shook my head and said, "you're lucky you don't know the answer to that question.