I love seeing you in my dreams because I feel whole again, but when I wake up it makes me sad to know that that's all it was all a dream. Yet I look forward to finding you again into dreams to feel whole once again.
It was a surreal period in time. No one can even try to imagine what it is like until they also are forced to endure it. This day for me as 23 years ago on May still feels wrong that my dad died that many years ago.
This made me realize the line between the two really blurred. Time to define it.