There's a special type of strength that can only be found by being alone: when are left with simply ourselves, we begin to discover who we truly are. We can into this world alone and we shall leave this world alone!
And talking to someone who doesn't understand is much worse than remaining silent and bottling up your troubles. Better to pour out your heart to the wind instead. It can't say anything back to upset you.
I'm exhausted from trying to be stronger than I feel. I'm truly trying to forgive and let go. I'm tired of being afraid. I'm tired of crying. I know I'm enough. I just have to reiterate that dialogue internally and focus on the good.