"I wish I could go back to the day I met you and just walk away. Because honestly, it would've saved me so much hurt and pain." Though I wouldn't have learned from it, it really would still have had saved me from so many heartbreaks and tears.
I'm trying desperately to figure out what the reason was for putting him in my path. Other than heartbreak and ruining my self confidence and feeling totally conned and stupid, I don't know. Maybe i needed to learn that you really can't trust people.
There are times that i hurt so much that i can swear that every bone inside my body feels as if they are breaking along with my heart. I'm barely breathing, i'm falling apart. There is NO pain like a broken heart of a real loving, innocent soul.