The sun will rise again tomorrow, so if something didn't work out today, try again tomorrow or the day after. With chronic illnesses, fatigue and pain will often change or limit your plans. Don't worry--let it go. There's still time.
Forgiveness doesn't excuse the behavior. Forgiveness prevents the behavior from destroying your heart. Sometimes it feels impossible to forgive someone you love dearly to the moon and back, but has done so much wrong to you for a decade
Titus (ESV) 5 He saved us, not because of works done by us in righteousness, but according to his own mercy, by the washing of regeneration and renewal of the Holy Spirit, 6 whom he poured out on us richly through Jesus Christ our Savior