So mean and neglectful to my body and mind whilst under alcohol and cannabis' demeaning sway. Today, I'm usually pretty kind to others and to myself, which is truly a significant healing. Thank you, recoverers movement.
I've lost people I loved to addictions. One thing I know is that I never hated them, I hated their behaviour, i hated their pain and wounds that drove that behaviour. but I never hated them. I loved them deeply.