Narcissism - If you're in a relationship full of ups & downs and you're constantly trying to prove your love and get back what you had in the beginning - look up Narcissism. "If you are searching for a reason to leave. The search is a reason.
Perfect analogy of my ex Corey Newman-Love. Now on to a productive, happy, friend filled day. Was told this morning I am smiling, laughing, relaxed and looking beautiful by 2 separate people. I guess the bruise has gone away!