He is braver than I, I think. My problem is that before I come to a decision, or a conclusion, I need a certain amount of data. I ask a milliom seemingly random questions, I observe, I listen. Without enough data, I become unsure, scared even. But I suppose that's the beauty of it, matters of the heart- to be without answers, but to take a step anyway. Try not to be a coward.
"You'll be fine. Feeling unsure and lost is part of your path. Don't avoid it. See what those feelings are showing you and use it. Take a deep breath. you'll be okay. Even i you don't feel okay all the time." Louis C.
forgiveness to self is my weakness… but i do trust my journey and honor my path….i have many miles to go and many things to do with this thing i call my life….some days i feel brave, some days i feel a bit unsure yet never have.
especially now that I feel useless and worthless due to PTSD. I'm always convinced that people will leave me, hurt me and lie about being a friend, so trust is a huge risk. Abandonment has been experienced so often, I just expect it.