It eventually gets better, without any sort of explanation; one day you just realize that you're no longer upset. You're no longer mad, hurt, or bothered by the things that took so much of your energy and thoughts. You will find yourself in a peaceful place and enjoy that feeling.
So calm on the outside looking in, we parted ways. On the inside the burning rage of losing someone you never thought you would, adjusting to life without them, sleeping alone. Yet after nearly three years we made it look so easy.