How did I cheapen myself so much to just be a thing people play with? To just have my feelings there for people to play with and use? How did I become so worthless in other's eyes? But maybe I understand, because now I'm worthless in my eyes too.
You made me feel just like the rest of them did. Completely worthless and undeserving. I truly thought you were different and would never hurt me like that! I guess that I thought wrong. It's not the only time I've thought wrong. Oh well.
You both fucking broke me and are telling me two totally different stories. So don't you dare play the fucking victim! You got a fucked up way to show you care, to be so beaten and destroyed by it. I am done trusting and believeing people.
Everyone told me to leave. Everyone but my heart, I fell in love with you, but the night you hurt me I never should have went back, but I did. No one ever looked at me the same because I went back to you. But you didn't end up choosing me
I thought that you were the one. But you broke me. I thought that I made the right decision but it always feels like it was wrong. But if I still had you now, would you really make it as the way it was before?