Remembering a wrong is like carrying a burden in the mind. ~Buddha You may need help accepting it's place in your reality as your mind is misjudging it, so seek help and leave it in memory where it belongs so it does not burden your future.
The gift of learning to meditate is the greatest gift you can give yourself in this lifetime. - Sogyal Rinpoche Meditation has so many benefits and now is a good time to start!