I'm trying desperately to figure out what the reason was for putting him in my path. Other than heartbreak and ruining my self confidence and feeling totally conned and stupid, I don't know. But i know i love you sooo much Des!
Time for by woah this hit me hard lying in bed when your really tired and just wanting to close your eyes sucks. I don't want to sleep right now because I want to sleep at a normal time tonight but I'm not going to leave my