I can forgive my mother, but the pain of her betrayal will probably never go away. I still have to live with the knowledge that my own mother would rather hurt me than love me. Even forgiveness can't erase that painful fact.
oh the times I went through this. I'm at a point were I'm hurt but not sad. I'm not sad anymore. I'm just empty. I feel nothing anymore. I only care about those who have never let me down. while haven't betrayed, hurt, or lied to Me.
Trust me, I know how it feels. I know exactly how it feels to cry in the shower so no one will hear you and waiting for everyone to fall asleep so you can fall apart. For everyting to hurt so bad you just want it all to end. I know exactly how it feels.
One of my favorite verses. Love is true, as is it many things, we sometimes mistake things that are false for love. But someday I hope to find true love with that one special person that I can spend the rest of my life with.
A stored roulette of memories of you that makes my heart smile. When you are perfect, i love you. When you are flawed, i love you. When you are scared, i love you. When you are laughing, i love you. I am indebted to the universe for your existence.