This is a depression quote? This sounds like me even now. You hate when people see you cry because you want to be that strong girl. At the same time, though, you hate how nobody notice how torn apart and broken you are.
Mental health stigma quote: You are so brave and quiet, I forget you are suffering. Depression is a quiet illness. There's a force pushing you down and paralyzing your mouth whenever you muster up the strength to get help.