This was so true 15 years ago. My Husband looked at me like I was everything to him and I didn’t know how to except that. I had just gotten out of a very bad relationship and my ex boyfriend destroyed my self esteem, so when I had met my husband I was working at restoring my self worth. Having someone see something in me made me feel so special!
You told me you liked to cause pain, that it is the only thing that makes you happy. You told me that because i would take all the pain you caused me and still love you i was the perfect target. I wish i hated you. But I'm not built like that.