"Note to self: you gotta do this for you. This is for you. This isn't about anybody. Live for you. Honor you. Never lose sight of that." Some motivation for not just weight loss, but for any other goal you set for yourself in life.
Better be slapped with the truth than kissed with a lie! And the truth is: the Novus Ordo Sect IS NOT THE CATHOLIC CHURCH! It's better to be outside than to be an accomplice of their heresies and misdeeds!
I have to keep remembering that this tough time will not last forever, but instead, God is working behind the scenes, using every experience to create an AMAZING future that will far outweigh this painful time! These are growing pains.