sorry i started to expect you to do the things i would expect myself to do i just started feeling weird after my throat just started deciding that it wants to close out of no where but no one knows well just you now.
I know, but I wish it didn& hurt. I& tired of wishing I was important enough for people to want in their life. Tired of being sad that I& left out. Tired of getting my hope up that I really do matter, only to be dropped again when I& not needed anymore.
"no one ever got tired of loving. they got tired of waiting, assuming, hearing lies, saying sorry and hurting" . tired of being on the back burner, while dating someone else; tired of being laughed at; tired of being gaslighted.