"I often miss this little girl. Whose dreams had no barriers, who believed in a world where anything is possible. with a heart that was full and unbroken." What would it take to bring her back, lose the barriers and lose the broken?
Forgive yourself for not being at peace. The moment you completely accept you non-peace, your non-peace is transmuted into peace. Anything you accept fully will get you there, will take you into that peace. This is the miracle of surrender.