I don't like it when people pray for something and then when they don't get it they say God didn't answer their prayers. "Yes" isn't the only answer. God also answers with "wait/not yet", and "No/I have something better in mind"
Whatever you do, hold on to hope! The tiniest thread will twist into an unbreakable cord. Let hope anchor you in the possibility that this is not the end of your story, that change will bring you to peaceful shores.